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Would you call this love?

He started off as my enemie..He was 15 and i was 12. I always used to follow him around,and he used to tell me to leave him alone.But then one day,he just got used to it and didn't mind me any more.This was summer 09. When the school year came,we were friends.I helped him out through a couple of girlfriends he had,but all the relationships ended by summer.When summer came (this one 2010)At the end of everyday i would give him a hug.We both worked at the same camp.Then these hugs by the end of the summer,the hugs turned into holding hands.But at the end of july,somthing happend..It was a hot day,and he had a shot of vodka,someone baught it in,and he took it or whatever.He went into the bathroom,and start hilusinating.He saw him dead mom(who's been dead for about 8 years now)and she with her finger drew him a picture of us together,in the future.)after that,he always had dreams about it too.He told me what happend,and i was kinda in shock at first..Then the last day of work,He kissed me on the cheek & i kissed him on the cheek back. Through the end of august up until the begining of october,we didn't see eachother.We talked all the time though,everday.He wrote me songs,and stayed true to me.He never got intrested in someone else,and neither did I.We started saying,the full word,"I love you"by september. No one ever loved me.No one,boys looked at me but i was always shy and wasnt intrested.I didnt wanna fall in love,or have a bf because of all the stuff that i hear happens with kids my age.But,for him,there was somthing that i loved,somthing that made me want to be with him forever. We started seeing eachother much more in october through now,and started getting closer.One day it was pouring rain,i had my natural,wet,frizzy hair,and sweatpants on,and he said "you look so beautiful".I think im so fat,but he says anyone girl would go lesbian after seeing your body.He calls me perfect.He says it doesnt matter what we do,we could sit in a room staring at eachother for an hour and he will still feel a certin vibe.He says he'll never leave me,and he never did.He says he'll be there like herpies.Even if i don't want him,he'll always stay there.He says ever since we got close,i'll look at girls,and none of them will come close to the way you look or make me feel.I feel the same way. We never fight,ever.We never have.He's always there for me,and never has let me down once.I'll explain these feeling to my friends,and they'll just think i'm nuts and say that's such a weird feeling. We've never cheated either.None of us.We see eachother alot,and he always makes me laugh too.Lots of people call my name,but when he calls it..theres somthing about it,that i just love. I'm gonna be 14,and he's 17.I understand there's a gap,and you may not think i know what im talking about but my parents met when they were 13 and there still together till this day,there gonna be 50.I don't need you too tell me what this is either,cause i know..I just wanna know your opinon,that's all.. He tells his friends about me too,and he talks about me alot to other people.On facebook,if i add one of his friends they will be all like "your that girl ______ always talks about rite?!"and i'll gladly say yes:) my family loves him too..Honestly what we have is so perfect,and no one in my grade has ever felt this way..He also says i don't need makeup,or need to straighten my hair,or need anything like that.He says im naturally fine.He says he likes me better just naturally. HONESTLY,DONT TELL ME IM TOO YOUNG , BECAUSE MY PARENTS MET WHEN THEY WERE LET ME CORRECT THAT 12,AND ARE 50 NOW AND HAVE BEEN TOGETHER SINCE THEN SO DONT GO TELL SH!T UNLESS YOU KNOW ME PERSONALLY,I ASKED FOR YOUR OPINON NOT HOW OLD I AM,I ALREADY KNOW.

Public Comments

1. You are way to young to think you could be in love.
2. too long. no you're not. nobody is in love. love is an insanity state
3. Wow. That is a beautiful story. It is definitely love. You two seem perfect for each other. I will pray that nothing comes between you two :D
4. Yes you're in love. Love is an action not just a word and you two seem to show it. I think you two could and will work out. y boyfriend and i have the same age difference except other way around and we are perfect together. Just keep God in your relationship and it should work. i'll pray for you two :)